Miami24MusicianPhotographerI'm no one special.
I’m only posting this on tumblr cause not a lot of my friends are on here and I don’t want anyone to freak out.
I have pretty bad anxiety (who doesn’t) but these past couple of weeks have been difficult for me. I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night not being able to go back to sleep. My thoughts go a million miles a minute, I can feel my heart beating out of my chest, and I get this pain in the left side of my chest that feels like a sumo wrestler is sitting on top of me while simultaneously stabbing me in the heart.
Two days ago, I had an anxiety attack and the pain in my chest got worse. I went to urgent care, but they told me I had to go to the emergency room instead.
Just so everyone knows, everything is fine with my insides. They prescribed me with anti-anxiety medication and told me to see a psychiatrist.
It was just such a surreal experience. I’ve never had to go to the hospital for anything. And for some reason I didn’t feel like I should tell anyone about it.
I wish I could talk to you right now.